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Silence & Light

A Memoir by Lanya Lynn Elsa, PhD
Available Now! 

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New Version Launching July 22, 2025

What if the hardest parts of your journey could also be the most transformative?

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In Silence and Light, Lanya Lynn Elsa, PhD (formerly Lanya McKittrick), shares an unforgettable memoir of motherhood, advocacy, and insight born from faith, grief, and resilience. When her sons were diagnosed with Usher syndrome—the leading genetic cause of deafblindness—Lanya found herself thrust into a world filled with uncertainty, heartbreak, and unwavering love.

 

Through this poignant journey, you will discover:

  • The raw emotional arc of navigating dual diagnoses: deafness, vision loss, and grief.

  • The fierce advocacy needed to navigate special education systems and redefine hope.

  • The grounding power of vulnerability and storytelling to heal and inspire.

  • Practical insights on building a supportive community and pursuing systemic change.

  • The healing that comes when love and resilience meet, even in the darkest moments.

Lanya’s story isn’t just a testimony of endurance—it’s a celebration of finding purpose amid disruption. Her journey—from navigating a rare disease to achieving triumphant breakthroughs—shows how vulnerability became her greatest strength, and how advocating for her children sparked a movement toward justice and belonging.


Readers will close this book not just moved, but emboldened—ready to face their own unknowns with courage and compassion. If you’ve ever wondered where true strength is born, Silence and Light reveals a path toward healing, advocacy, and the extraordinary light we carry forward, even when everything feels silent.

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Available Now at Amazon and Barnes and Noble! â€‹â€‹

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Thank you for your interest in my book! Check your email for more updates on my current and future books.- Lanya

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What’s New in the 2025 Edition of Silence and Light?

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The 2025 edition of Silence and Light: A Mother’s Journey of Self-Discovery through Advocacy includes a few meaningful updates that reflect where I am today in my journey. While the core story remains the same, this edition features:

  • A new introduction that offers fresh perspective and context

  • A brand new final chapter, written with the clarity that only comes from time and healing

  • An updated conclusion that speaks to the transformation that unfolded after the book was first published

  • A Companion Guide with journal prompts and reflection questions to support readers in their own stories

This version is published under my new name, Lanya Lynn Elsa, and honors the growth and self-discovery I’ve experienced since first sharing our story.

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Coming Fall 2025

A New Book by Lanya Lynn Elsa, PhD

BECOMING THE WOMAN I NEEDED

Becoming the Woman I Needed is a story about asking one of the most important questions a woman can face:

What do I really want for the second half of my life?

 

After decades of doing what I was “supposed” to do—achieving, caregiving, keeping it all together—I realized I didn’t actually know what I wanted. Not really.

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This memoir is about what happened when I got quiet enough to listen. It’s about peeling back the layers of perfection, pushing past fear, and choosing to live in a way that finally felt honest.

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Because becoming isn’t about reinventing yourself—it’s about coming home to who you’ve always been.

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